You Are Who I Love
Pre-Concert Talk: You Are Who I Love
Wednesday, February 25th, 6:45pm at Bing Concert Hall
Join conductor Donald Nally and Aracelis Girmay, Knight Family Professor of Creative Writing and Professor of English, for a pre-concert talk.
This pre-concert talk is open to ticketholders.
About the Artists
Donald Nally (Conductor)
The Crossing
Sandbox Percussion
Ian Rosenbaum
Jonny Allen
Terry Sweeney
Victor Caccese
Donald Nally collaborates with creative artists, leading orchestras, and art museums to make new works for choir that address social and environmental issues. He has commissioned over 200 works and, with his ensemble The Crossing, has produced 39 recordings, winning 4 Grammy Awards for Best Choral Performance, while nominated eleven times. The Crossing was Musical America’s 2024 Ensemble of the Year and regularly tours Europe and the United States in venues such as Disney Hall, the National Gallery, Lincoln Center, The Kennedy Center, Carnegie Hall, Finnish National Opera, the Baltic Sea Festival, Muziekgebouw in Amsterdam, and the Park Avenue Armory.
Donald has held distinguished tenures as chorus master for Lyric Opera of Chicago, Welsh National Opera, Opera Philadelphia, and for many seasons at Il festival dei due mondi in Spoleto, Italy. He has prepared choruses for the Philadelphia Orchestra, New York Philharmonic, Los Angeles Philharmonic, Chicago Symphony Orchestra, Boston Symphony Orchestra, and the
BBC Symphony Orchestra.
Donald works closely with the artists Allora & Calzadilla and composer David Lang on projects in museums of London, Porto, Cordoba, Edmonton, Houston, Osaka, and Philadelphia. He has been visiting resident artist at the Park Avenue Armory and music director of The Mile-Long Opera, David Lang’s 1000-voice work on The High Line in Manhattan. Two of his projects have been preserved by the National Archives of The Library of Congress as cultural artifacts, both responding to the 2020 pandemic: his 72-chapter series Rising w/ The Crossing, and Carols after a Plague, with contributions from 12 composers.
Recent collaborations include the Swedish Radio Choir, Klockriketeatern at the Finnish National Opera, Musikgebouw (Amsterdam), the Baltic Sea Festival in Stockholm, the Big Ears Festival, the Haarlem KoorBiënnale, and various projects at Carnegie Hall, Lincoln Center, and the Metropolitan Museum of Art. Donald is a frequent guest artist/teacher at universities, including Yale, Harvard, the Curtis Institute, the University of Chicago, Indiana University, Notre Dame, UNC Chapel Hill, and Boston Conservatory.
Donald is the John W. Beattie Chair of Music Emeritus at Northwestern University. This season he is Visiting Professor of Choral Studies at Westminster Choir College of Rider University and Visiting Professor at the Peabody Institute of Johns Hopkins University.
Contact: Chelsea Lyons: chelsea@crossingchoir.org
The Crossing is a professional chamber choir, conducted by Donald Nally, that sings only new music, bringing together creative teams to imagine, present, and record new, substantial works for choir that look at the world and our place in it. Often using a journalistic approach to text curation, The Crossing commissions music that explores and expands ways of writing for choir, singing in choir, and listening to music for choir; many of its nearly 200 commissioned premieres address social, environmental, and political issues. With a commitment to recording, The Crossing has issued 39 albums, receiving four Grammy Awards for Best Choral Performance (2018, 2019, 2023, 2025), and eleven Grammy nominations in ten consecutive years.
The Crossing collaborates with some of the world’s most accomplished ensembles, artists, and venues: Carnegie Hall, Lincoln Center, Park Avenue Armory, Disney Hall, New York Philharmonic, Los Angeles Philharmonic, Boston Symphony Orchestra, Philadelphia Orchestra, Allora & Calzadilla, Bang on a Can, Klockriketeatern, International Contemporary Ensemble, Cleveland Museum of Art, Menil Collection in Houston, Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum in Boston, The Big Sing (formerly Koorbiënnale) in The Netherlands, Finnish National Opera in Helsinki, The Kennedy Center in Washington, Philadelphia Museum of Art, and the Metropolitan Museum of Art. Recent university residencies include Yale, Harvard, Dartmouth, Duke, Northwestern, Chicago, Iowa, North Carolina at Chapel Hill, and Notre Dame. The Crossing’s tours have taken it to the Boston Symphony Orchestra with Gabriella Ortiz’s Revolución Diamantina, Muziekgebouw in Amsterdam with Shara Nova’s Titration; Cincinnati, Ithaca, and the University of Chicago’s Neubauer Collegium with commissioned works of Jennifer Higdon, Caroline Shaw, Edie Hill, and Ayanna Woods; Haarlem (The Netherlands) and Caramoor Center for Music and Arts with Ted Hearne’s Farming, which premiered outdoors on a farm in Bucks County, PA; Helsinki and The Baltic Sea Festival in Stockholm with Robert Maggio’s Aniara; Carnegie Hall with the world premiere of John Luther Adams’ Vespers of the Blessed Earth with the Philadelphia Orchestra, Lincoln Center with two works of Julia Wolfe with the New York Philharmonic – Fire in my Mouth (2019) and unEarth (2023) – and Lincoln, New York, Philadelphia, Iowa City, Des Moines, with David Lang’s poor hymnal, which will go to the Greenville, SC and the Big Ears Festival in Knoxville later this season, then premiere as a staged work in January 2027 at the University of Richmond and UNC Chapel Hill. The Crossing, with Donald Nally, was Musical America’s 2024 Ensemble of the Year, the American Composers Forum’s 2017 Champion of New Music, and 2015 Margaret Hillis Award for Choral Excellence from Chorus America.
The Crossing is represented by Alliance Artist Management and Luzi Media.
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Described as “exhilarating” by The New York Times and “utterly mesmerizing” by The Guardian, the GRAMMY®-nominated ensemble Sandbox Percussion champions living composers through its unwavering dedication to contemporary chamber music. In 2011, Jonathan Allen, Victor Caccese, Ian Rosenbaum, and Terry Sweeney were brought together by their love of chamber music and the simple joy of playing together; they have since captivated audiences with performances that are both visually and aurally stunning. Today, the foursome are established leaders in contemporary and late-20th-century music for percussion, engaging a wider audience for classical music through multidisciplinary collaborations with leading composers and artists.
In 2024, Sandbox Percussion became the first percussion ensemble to be awarded the prestigious Avery Fisher Career Grant. Also in 2024, the Serge Koussevitzky Music Foundation at the Library of Congress awarded a commission to composer Andy Akiho and Sandbox Percussion.
The 2021 album Seven Pillars, featuring Akiho’s title piece, was nominated for two GRAMMY® awards — Best Chamber Music/Small Ensemble Performance and Best Contemporary Classical Composition. The feature-length work, which is “as pure as music gets” (The New York Times), includes stage direction and lighting design by Michael Joseph McQuilken. It is Sandbox Percussion’s largest commission to date. Sandbox Percussion also commissioned 11 short films to accompany each movement, and has performed the full piece throughout the United States and Europe, including at the Théâtre du Châtelet in Paris with the L.A. Dance Project and choreographer Benjamin Millepied. In October, Sandbox Percussion performs Seven Pillars at the Beijing Music Festival in the group's China debut. They will also perform the piece at select dates throughout the 2024-25 season, including at San Francisco Performances in January.
This season, Sandbox Percussion and the Tyshawn Sorey Trio collaborate on a special Max Roach tribute. Together, the two groups explore the extraordinary legacy of jazz pioneer Max Roach, who was born 100 years ago, with the multi-instrumentalist Sorey, pianist Aaron Diehl, and bassist Harish Raghavan. Each group will perform its own set first, highlighting Roach’s impact across musical worlds, followed by the world premiere of a new composition by Sorey in honor of Roach’s groundbreaking ensemble M’Boom, with the groups joining forces as a septet. The shows will take place in Washington, D.C. (Library of Congress), Newark (New Jersey Performing Arts Center), Columbus (Wexner Performing Arts Center), and at the 92nd Street Y in New York City.
Sandbox Percussion recently teamed up with the acclaimed composer Michael Torke, who created the hour-long piece BLOOM for the group. The piece uses a series of interlocking rhythms to create complex grooves, using both pitched and non-pitched percussion instruments. The world premiere of BLOOM will take place in December at Tishman Auditorium, at The New School, New York City.
In October, Sandbox Percussion performs at Boston’s Institute of Contemporary Art, collaborating with the London-based Gandini Juggling. At Trinity Church Wall Street, in New York City, Sandbox Percussion joins the Choir of Trinity Wall Street for a performance of Gabriel Kahane’s Emergency Shelter Intake Form, an oratorio about homelessness in America. Over the season, Sandbox Percussion will also perform music by Caroline Shaw, Viet Cuong, Julius Eastman, Simeon ten Holt, Gabriella Smith, Paola Prestini, Doug Cuomo, Carla Kihlstedt, and Yotam Haber.
Sandbox Percussion recently recorded percussion music for its first feature film: The Wild Robot, an animated science fiction survival film produced by DreamWorks and directed by Chris Sanders, with original music by the composer, pianist, and director Kris Bowers. The movie is scheduled for theatrical release in the United States on September 27.
The first recording of Lifeline, a vibrant percussion quartet composed by Ellis Ludwig-Leone for Sandbox Percussion, will be released on the album Past Life / Lifeline in December, on Better Company Records. Sandbox Percussion gave the world premiere of Lifeline at the 92nd Street Y last January. A new album featuring music by Christopher Cerrone will be released in February on PENTATONE Records. Featuring pianist Conor Hanick and mezzo soprano Elspeth Davis, the album consists of four works for percussion quartet that Sandbox Percussion spent years developing with the composer, including Ode To Joy, co-commissioned by the group in 2023. The album celebrates Sandbox Percussion’s
long-standing collaboration with Cerrone. The world-premiere recording of Torke’s BLOOM was released in August 2024 via Ecstatic Records.
Last season, Sandbox Percussion performed at the Park Avenue Armory, at the 92nd Street Y; and at the Chamber Music Society of Lincoln Center with the praised new-music performers Dawn Upshaw, Gilbert Kalish, and Alisa Weilerstein. Sandbox Percussion also continued to champion Re(new)al, Viet Cuong’s green energy- and environment-themed concerto for percussion quartet, including performances with the Des Moines Symphony and with the Albany Symphony, which commissioned the piece.
Besides maintaining an international performance schedule, Sandbox Percussion holds the positions of ensemble-in-residence and percussion faculty at the University of Missouri-Kansas City and The New School’s College of Performing Arts, where they have created a curriculum with entrepreneurship and chamber music at its core. Starting in the 2024-25 season, Sandbox Percussion will also be on faculty at the Peabody Institute of the Johns Hopkins University.
The quartet has led masterclasses and coachings at prestigious music schools across the United States, including Curtis Institute, the Juilliard School, the Yale School of Music, and the Peabody Institute.
In 2016, Sandbox Percussion founded the Sandbox Percussion Seminar — a weeklong seminar that invites percussion students from around the globe to rehearse and perform today’s leading repertoire for percussion chamber music. In 2022, Sandbox Percussion launched their Creator Mentorship Program, a commissioning program that solicits proposals from early-career creators around the world. The selected creators are commissioned to create a new work for the ensemble, and they receive time, space, and funding for a yearlong workshop and development period.
Sandbox Percussion endorses Pearl/Adams musical instruments, Zildjian cymbals, Vic Firth sticks and mallets, Remo drumheads, and Black Swamp accessories.
Praised for his “spectacular performances” (Wall Street Journal), and his “unfailing virtuosity” (Chicago Tribune), GRAMMY®-nominated percussionist Ian David Rosenbaum has developed a musical breadth far beyond his years.
As a passionate advocate for contemporary music, Mr. Rosenbaum has premiered over one hundred new chamber and solo works. He has collaborated with and championed the music of established and emerging composers alike.
Mr. Rosenbaum was nominated for three GRAMMY® awards in 2021 for his performances on albums of music by Andy Akiho and Christopher Cerrone, including two nominations for Seven Pillars, an album by Sandbox Percussion released on Aki Rhythm Productions, a record label that Mr. Rosenbaum and Mr. Akiho founded in 2021.
In 2012 Mr. Rosenbaum joined the Chamber Music Society of Lincoln Center’s Bowers Program (formerly CMS Two) as only the second percussionist they have selected in their history, and has performed regularly with CMS since then.
Highlights of the 2021-2022 season include the world premiere of Seven Pillars by Andy Akiho with Sandbox Percussion, a collaboration with the Borromeo String Quartet at the New England Conservatory, performances with pianist Michael Brown and cellist Nick Cannellakis, and a performance of George Crumb’s seminal work Ancient Voices of Children with the Chamber Music Society of Lincoln Center.
Mr. Rosenbaum is a founding member of Sandbox Percussion, the Percussion Collective, and the Pittsburgh New Music Ensemble. He has recorded for the Bridge, Innova, Naxos, and Starkland labels and is on faculty at the Mannes School of Music and the University of Missouri-Kansas City. Mr. Rosenbaum endorses Pearl/Adams instruments, Vic Firth mallets, and Remo drumheads.
Jonny Allen is a Brooklyn based percussionist whose contagious passion for music has been described as “a demonstration of raw power, virtuosity and feeling” by The New York Times. Jonny has won prizes at both the International Chamber Music Competition and the International Marimba Competition in Salzburg, giving respective performances at Carnegie Hall and Schloss Hoch in Flachau, Austria. He has also performed as a drum set soloist with Ghana’s National Symphony Orchestra at the National Theatre in Accra.
Outside of Sandbox, Jonny performs regularly with his jazz trio, Triplepoint, the Percussion Collective, and is a founding Core Member of the American Modern Opera Company (AMOC). He is also a committed educator, co-directing the NYU Sandbox Percussion Seminar each summer, holding a position as Percussion Director at Choate Rosemary Hall, as well as giving workshops and masterclasses worldwide. Jonny holds a Bachelor’s degree and Performer’s Certificate from the Eastman School of Music, as well as a Masters degree and Artist Diploma from the Yale School of Music.
Terry Sweeney is an avid chamber musician and collaborator. In addition to Sandbox Percussion, Terry is a member of quaquaqua, and The Percussion Collective and has performed over 250 concerts across the United States.Recent projects include a world premiere of Seven Pillars, a percussion quartet by Andy Akiho, QUIXOTE – a multi-year collaboration with the theatrical ensemble HOWL, and a world premiere piano/percussion quintet by Chris Cerrone. Terry’s 2021/2022 season will feature world premieres by composers: Jessica Meyer, Tawnie Olson, Loren Loiacono, Molly Joyce, Tyshawn Sorey, and David Crowell.
Sandbox released their debut album And That One Too on Coviello Classics in 2020. In 2021, Sandbox released Seven Pillars which was subsequently nominated for two GRAMMY® awards.
As an educator, Terry directs the percussion studies for the Yellow Barn Young Artist Program, is a faculty member at the University of Missouri Kansas City, co-directs the NYU-Sandbox Seminar, and during the 2019 Spring semester was a visiting artist at the University of Massachusetts. Terry holds degrees from the Peabody Conservatory and the Yale School of Music and endorses Pearl/Adams musical instruments, Zildjian cymbals, Vic Firth sticks and mallets, Remo drumheads, and Black Swamp accessories.
Victor Caccese is a founding member of the Brooklyn-based percussion quartet, Sandbox Percussion and a GRAMMY® nominated percussionist. As a member of Sandbox, Victor has performed over 150 concerts worldwide and taught at institutions such as University of Missouri – Kansas City, The Peabody Conservatory, The Curtis Institute, Michigan State University, Vanderbilt University, University of Kansas, and University of Massachusetts Amherst. Victor has collaborated with composers such as Amy Beth Kirsten, Andy Akiho,
David Crowell, James Wood, John Luther Adams, and Thomas Kotcheff. In the Fall of 2021, along with Sandbox Percussion, Victor will give the world premiere of an evening-length work by Andy Akiho entitled Seven Pillars. Next summer Victor will teach and perform at the seventh annual NYU Sandbox Percussion Seminar, a chamber music festival accepting students from around the world to study and perform some of today’s leading contemporary percussion pieces.
Also a composer and arranger, Victor has written a number of pieces for percussion. His works have been performed by Sandbox Percussion more than 50 times throughout the United States. While music and percussion is at the core of his professional life, Victor has also worked as a photographer and videographer. As head of media and content development for Sandbox Percussion, he has developed and maintained a YouTube presence consisting of performance videos, workshop documentaries, and travel vlogs.
Victor holds degrees from the Peabody Conservatory and the Yale School of Music. He is also a member of The Percussion Collective, a stunning ensemble founded by performer and pedagogue Robert van Sice. Victor serves on faculty at the University of Missouri – Kansas City Conservatory as a percussion instructor and ensemble-in-residence with Sandbox Percussion. He also is on faculty at the Mahanaim School for Music in Huntington, NY and was a visiting artist at the University of Massachusetts Amherst with Sandbox Percussion as the ensemble in residence in the Fall of 2019. Victor endorses Pearl/Adams instruments, Vic Firth drumsticks, Remo drumheads, Zildjian Cymbals, and Black Swamp
accessories.
Program
You Are Who I Love
I.
ĒRIKS EŠENVALDS “The First Tears”
SARAH RIMKUS “Babylon” (2018)
1. A Stranger
II.
HAROLD MELTZER You Are Who I Love
III.
SARAH RIMKUS “Babylon”
4. Mama
ĒRIKS EŠENVALDS “Earth Teach Me Quiet” (2013)
You Are Who I Love was commissioned by Elizabeth and Justus Schlichting for The Crossing, Sandbox Percussion, and Donald Nally.
The Crossing
Karen Blanchard, Aryssa Burrs, Colin Dill, Micah Dingler, Joanna Gates, Michael Hawes, Michaël Hudetz, Steven Hyder, Michael Jones, Anika Kildegaard, Chelsea Lyons, Hannah Dixon McConnell, Elijah McCormack, Jenna Hernandez McLean, Maren Montalbano, Daniel O'Dea, Benjamin Perri, Olivia Prendergast, Daniel Schwartz, Thann Scoggin, Rebecca Siler, Daniel Spratlan, Daniel Taylor, Shari Wilson
Sandbox Percussion
Jonny Allen, Victor Caccese, Ian Rosenbaum, Terry Sweeney
Donald Nally, conductor
Shannon McMahon, managing director
Kevin Vondrak, associate conductor
Naomi Bennett, artistic associate
Katherine DeSimine, administrative assistant
Elizabeth Dugan, bookkeeper
Paul Vazquez, sound designer
The Crossing is represented by Alliance Artist Management and Luzi Media.
Program Notes, Full Text, and Translations
The First Tears
The First Tears
music by Ēriks Ešenvalds
words of an Inuit legend
It was Raven who created the world.
One day, Raven was out on the water in his kayak,
When he saw what he thought was an island.
He rowed up to it and tried to land his kayak,
But a huge mouth opened up and swallowed him.
It was not an island at all, but an enormous whale!
As he went down the whale’s throat, Raven thought he would die,
But instead he saw the whale’s ribs around him like ivory columns.
In the distance he could hear a sound,
As if someone was banging on a drum.
He could see a light. A mysterious light.
Raven followed the light and went further inside the Whale,
Where he came to a strange little house.
He peered in through the window,
Then knocked on the door and went inside.
He came into a small room,
and there in the corner sat the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.
“Won’t you marry me and come out into the World with me?”
The girl replied,
“I do not belong in the World,
just as you do not belong inside the Whale.
But you can stay and keep me company for a while if you like.
However, I must warn you never to touch my drum or my lamp.”
The girl then stood up and started to dance.
When she danced quickly, the Whale soared through the ocean.
When she danced slowly, the Whale rested gently near the surface.
The girl then stopped dancing and walked straight out the door.
“Where are you going?”
The girl replied, “It’s not important, just a matter of breath and life.”
“Who are you and why do you live inside the Whale?”
The girl replied, “I am the Whale’s soul and my drum is the Whale’s heart.
My lamp must never go out or I will die,
And there will be nobody to beat my drum.
I sing and dance all day and night, and never grow tired.”
But when the girl next left the room, Raven did something dreadful.
He ignored what the girl had said to him.
He touched the lamp.
Raven burnt himself on the lamp, and dropped it on the floor.
It hit the floor, and the flame went out.
The girl fell in through the door and dropped down dead;
The house collapsed and became a pile of dead whale bones.
Raven suddenly was all alone, inside a mess of blood and fat.
Raven clambered back up the Whale’s throat,
Up through its blowhole, up onto the top of its dead body.
Raven flew higher and higher, far from the sea.
He flew to the earth and sat at the whale’s side,
And there he wept the first tears the world had ever known.
Babylon
Babylon
music by Sarah Rimkus
words from the Sequence for Pentecost, Responsary for Holy Saturday,
Psalm 137, Psalm 23, and folk songs collected by Alan and John Lomax
a note from the composer:
I have always been fascinated by travel and distances. I’ve moved homes a fair amount in my life, as have many of us, and often have the bulk of my creative ideas while moving from place to place in some way or another.
A lot of music throughout history has had a similar fascination – fitting for an art form that is so heavily based on movement through time.
This is even more apparent in American culture, a fragmented culture built by immigrants (voluntary and forced), where so much of our folk music carries themes of journeying and pilgrimage and the solitude and alienation felt along the way.
Babylon takes a selection of these American folk texts and fashions them into a work that uses contemporary musical ways to show that movement and that solitude.
They are supported by sacred texts which carry the same themes, many of which are particular texts, images and stories that have worked their way into American folk music and art as well as the collective cultural consciousness.
My hope is that it uses these themes to create a new musical experience appropriate to their prevalence in the present day.
1. A Stranger
I
I am
I am a–
I
I am
I am a
I am a stranger here.
I am
I am a
I am a stranger everywhere.
O Lord — All you who walk by…
O Lord I am — All you who walk by on the road…
O Lord I am a stranger here.
O Lord I am
O Lord I am a stranger everywhere
Look down, — Qui transitis per viam…
Look down that road —All you who walk by
Where you and I must go. — on the road…
Look down,
Look down that long road
Where you and I must go.
I — O vos omnes
I am —Qui transitis per viam,
I am a stranger here. — Attendite et videte:
I am a stranger everywhere. — Si est dolor
I would go home, Lord, but I am a stranger there. — sicut dolor meus.
I would go home but I am a stranger there.
I am a stranger there.
You Are Who I Love
You Are Who I Love
music by Harold Meltzer
words by Aracelis Girmay
A note from the composer, written March 2024:
One night, a little more than ten years ago, I rode the subway south from uptown Manhattan. I was preparing to fly to Italy in three days, go to an artist colony called Civitella Ranieri, and there set some poems to music before I came home. But I hadn't found the poems I wanted to set. I was staring mindlessly at ads on the subway when I saw an amazing entry in the Poetry in Motion series: "Noche de Lluvia, San Salvador" by Aracelis Girmay. I started copying down in my notebook the lines of the poem. By the time I had finished I had long passed the station nearest my home. I had no idea about getting the rights the poem, but I thought if I don't get them, I would have lost only a couple of weeks' work, or I could transform the songs into instrumental duos. I packed the notebook in my travel bag to Italy, flew to Rome, took a bus to Perugia, was met by Civitella staff who brought me to the colony. I met a dozen Fellows there, one of whom was, incredibly, the poet, Aracelis Girmay. Her home was, naturally enough, in Brooklyn, about three miles away from mine in New York City. She wrote in my notebook that I had the rights to set her poetry.
A few weeks later, back home, I bought a book of Aracelis' poems. Almost immediately I fixated on "You Are Who I Love," although it was a few years before I had an idea to use the poem musically, and years before I was trained to focus on the issues involving undocumented immigrants.
The music is dedicated to the memory of Lewis Spratlan, who, when I was in college, taught me how to compose and who wrote multiple pieces for The Crossing. I love him more than I can say.
I am grateful to Elizabeth and Justus Schlichting, who commissioned the music for The Crossing and Sandbox Percussion.
Text
You, selling roses out of a silver grocery cart
You, in the park, feeding the pigeons
You cheering for the bees
You with cats in your voice in the morning, feeding cats
You protecting the river You are who I love delivering babies, nursing the sick
You with henna on your feet and a gold star in your nose
You taking your medicine, reading the magazines
You looking into the faces of young people as they pass, smiling and saying, Alright! which, they know it, means I see you, Family. I love you. Keep on.
You dancing in the kitchen, on the sidewalk, in the subway waiting for the train because Stevie Wonder, Héctor Lavoe, La Lupe
You stirring the pot of beans, you, washing your father’s feet
You are who I love, you
reciting Darwish, then June
Feeding your heart, teaching your parents how to do The Dougie, counting to 10, reading your patients’ charts
You are who I love, changing policies, standing in line for water, stocking the food pantries, making a meal
You are who I love, writing letters, calling the senators, you, who, with the seconds of your body (with your time here), arrive on buses, on trains, in cars, by foot to stand in the January streets against the cool and brutal offices, saying: YOUR CRUELTY DOES NOT
SPEAK FOR ME
You are who I love, you struggling to see
You struggling to love or find a question
You better than me, you kinder and so blistering with anger, you are who I love, standing in the wind, salvaging the umbrellas, graduating from school, wearing holes in your shoes
You are who I love
weeping or touching the faces of the weeping
You, Violeta Parra, grateful for the alphabet, for sound, singing toward us in the dream
You carrying your brother home
You noticing the butterflies
Sharing your water, sharing your potatoes and greens
You who did and did not survive
You who cleaned the kitchens
You who built the railroad tracks and roads
You who replanted the trees, listening to the work of squirrels and birds, you are who I
love
You whose blood was taken, whose hands and lives were taken, with or without your
saying Yes, I mean to give. You are who I love.
You who the borders crossed
You whose fires
You decent with rage, so in love with the earth
You writing poems alongside children
You cactus, water, sparrow, crow
You, my elder
You are who I love,
summoning the courage, making the cobbler,
getting the blood drawn, sharing the difficult news, you always planting the marigolds, learning to walk wherever you are, learning to read wherever you are, you baking the bread, you come to me in dreams, you kissing the faces of your dead wherever you are, speaking to your children in your mother’s languages, tootsing the birds
You are who I love, behind the library desk, leaving who might kill you, crying with the love songs, polishing your shoes, lighting the candles, getting through the first day despite the whisperers sniping fail fail fail
You are who I love, you who beat and did not beat the odds, you who knows that any good thing you have is the result of someone else’s sacrifice, work, you who fights for reparations
You are who I love, you who stands at the courthouse with the sign that reads NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE
You are who I love, singing Leonard Cohen to the snow with glitter on your face, wearing
a kilt and violet lipstick
You are who I love, sighing in your sleep
You, playing drums in the procession, feeding the chickens and humming as you hem the skirt, you sharpening the pencil, you writing the poem about the loneliness of the astronaut
You wanting to listen, you trying to be so still
You are who I love, mothering the dogs, standing with horses, pledging your allegiance to the grass
You in brightness and in darkness, throwing your head back as you laugh, kissing your hand
You studying stars, you are who I love
braiding your child’s hair
You are who I love, crossing the desert and trying to cross the desert
You are who I love, working the shifts to buy books, rice, tomatoes,
bathing your children as you listen to the lecture, heating the kitchen with the oven, up
early, up late
You are who I love, learning English, learning Spanish, drawing flowers on your hand
with a ballpoint pen, taking the bus home
You are who I love, speaking plainly about your pain, sucking your teeth at the airport terminal television every time the politicians say something that offends your sense of decency, of thought, which is often
You are who I love, throwing your hands up in agony or disbelief, shaking your head, arguing back, out loud or inside of yourself, holding close your incredulity which, yes, too, I love I love
your working heart, how each of its gestures, tiny or big, stand beside my own agony, building a forest there
You carrying the signs, packing the lunches, with the rain on your face
You at the edges and shores, in the rooms of quiet, in the rooms of shouting, in the airport terminal, at the bus depot saying “No!” and each of us looking out from the gorgeous sliver of our lives at all, finding ourselves here, witnesses to each other’s tenderness, which, this moment, is fury, is rage, which, this moment, is another way of saying: You are who I love You are who I love You and you and you are who
Copyright © 2017 by Aracelis Girmay. Reprinted from Split This Rock’s The Quarry: A Social Justice Poetry Database.
Babylon (4. A Stranger)
Babylon (4. A Stranger)
4. A Stranger
Mama, make me a garment — The Lord,
And make it long and white and narrow. — The Lord is my shepherd
Mama, make me a garment — I shall not want,
And make it long and white and narrow. — I shall not want.
Mama.
My soul’s gonna shine like a star; — He makes me lie down,
I’m bound to heaven when I die. — lie down in green pastures,
My soul’s gonna shine like a star, — green pastures.
Down in the valley one day. — (In pascuis herbarum aclinavit me.)
Mama, make me a garment— He leads me
And make it long and white and narrow. — beside still waters,
Little bird, little bird, — still waters.
Go through my window. — (Super aquas refectionis enutrivit me.)
My soul’s gonna shine like a star; — Though I walk–
I’m bound to heaven when I die. — Si ambulavero…
I’m gonna lay down in that green grass
and look up at the sky, — Through the valley
Down in the valley one day. — Of the shadow of–
In valle mortis…
Little bird, little bird, if you see my mama
Will you please tell her for me,
Lord, to see that governor –
Tell him to set me free.
I will fear no evil,
For you are with me.
Earth Teach Me Quiet
Earth Teach Me Quiet
music by Ēriks Ešenvalds
words from a Ute (North America) prayer
Earth teach me quiet—as the grasses are still with light.
Earth teach me suffering—as old stones suffer with memory.
Earth teach me humility—as blossoms are humble with beginning.
Earth teach me caring—as mothers nurture their young.
Earth teach me courage—as the tree that stands alone.
Earth teach me limitation—as the ant that crawls on the ground.
Earth teach me freedom—as the eagle that soars in the sky.
Earth teach me acceptance—as the leaves that die each fall.
Earth teach me renewal—as the seed that rises in the spring.
Earth teach me to forget myself—as the melted snow forgets its life.
Earth teach me to remember kindness—as dry fields weep with rain.